I have attempted to fill the void I once created. I fear the journey is long. I have yet to make up for so much. So much that I have missed. So much damage that was done. Will she ever look at me with those eyes again? Allow me the pleasure of her whole heart once more. I am open now. I am receptive. I am here and I am in the deepest love a man could possibly know. With her. I will remain in waiting for as long as it takes.
I love my Michelle and there is nothing I can do to control the way i feel for her.

Dordie...